“life will be better in spring”

January 2011 February 2011 March 2011

Woah today woke up @ 12++ (:
Then came online.
Kena scammed ttm. -_-
KIMCHI NOODLES FOR BREAKFAST. (Y)
Heh,
Heavenlyyyyyyyyyyy.
Bored-ed max. ):
Please let your daddy recover asap okay! D:
And please don't be sad because of this.
D:
LOL.
Ta hui xing fu jiu shi hui xing fu lo.
Xing fu is hao shi.
Bu yao xiang wo yi yang.
Yin wei wo shi zhong mei you xing fu guo.

Today no cca. :D
Birthday bash for FengTing @ 3G. <3
The boyf so damn sweet can,
Sacrifice so much for her.
Let other people wrap him up in ribbon.
Making a total fool out of himself just to make the girlf happy. <3
If you're there i swear you'll cry at the sweetness,
It's unbelieveable.
So aft that went to library to study with Jean and Melody.
5.30 went home to bathe and change.
Then dinner at Pastamania.
The sweet couple came so we faster go. (:
Then aft tuition went to supper with Jean and her boyf.
Her boyf treat me eat. 
Wheeeeeeeeeeee. (:
Aft i reach home i damn sad.
Wonder who will remember my birthday.
Every year i spend it with my phone,
Only receiving texts.
Heh.
If any of my friends celebrate for me i sure happy till cry. 
Lol.
P/S: She must be the luckiest girl on Earth to have your love. Too bad i ain't the one. hahahahh.

Husband,
Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer up.
You sad i sad you knowwwwwwwwwww.
)':
See you everyday so happy,
Didn't realise that you have your own problems too.
I will try my best to help you cheer up but that's the best i can do yea. 
PRETTYPLEASE CHEER HUSBAND.
Cause even if you didn't know it you are one of the people important to me, cause you (somehow) will be there for me and cheer me up with jokes and irritating ass riddles that is seriously irritating but just makes me laugh. So you are impt to me. Don't think wrongly though. (:
Smiled?
Hope you did. (((:


Lol.
Today at home.
Finally cried.
Aft tahan-ing all the stress and shit.
All the playing-with-the-heart.
All the mind-cracking a math.
All the feelings.
Cried good and well.
And it didn't make me feel better.
No it didn't.
It made me feel like shit even more. )':
Thanks to the people who cared for me.
Thanks to the people who hates me, make me a stronger person.
Extra thanks to those who lend me a ear and a shoulder.
And thanks to those who really, with all your heart, cared about me.
I <3 you and appreciate all the care and concern you've given me. Please always be there for me, cause you oughta know you're goddamn important to me.

Weeeeeeeeeeee.
Today stayed back aft sch with JEANYYYYYYYYY to do homework!
So guai rightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Eheheheheheh i know.
Went home at 515. (:
I didn't know how to lock the door and then i still can say i know. -_-
ULTIMATE FAIL.
Fail + Dumb = Hopeless )':
Common test coming le,
Less then 1 week OHMYMAMA.
Someone tutor me prettyplease.
You this big fatty bom bom liar,
Say will prove to me,
WHERE GOT PROVE TO ME?!
Idiot. -_-

P/S: Why you don't want reply my texts? Don't know how to reply, or sick and tired of me? Baik.

Saya cinta kau ah.
But nowadays kau ignore aku.
Aku tak faham why sia.
I tell myself, "Aku da okay".
Or whatever.
My malay fail okay.
Tak de hal.
Tak de hal.
Today am guai girl do homeworkkkkkkkkkkkk. (:
Tomorrow going to stay back do homework OMGOMGOMG sky just fell LOL.
Need study hard,
Common test study.
Ya if i not yours nobody else can be yours. (:


Today out w/ Ting Tong, Jonny, Syaf and Naiem.
Went to fly kite at barrage.
The string cut until my leg damn pain. ):
Ahahahahahahah.
Had lots of fun! <3
Then went to causeway to buy jonny's headphones but they were out of stock, he was so sad. ):
Cheer up jonneh.
Homed.
Saw you log in to MSN.
Mood go down down down down down to the pits.
Cause confirm won't talk to me one.
LOL.
Seriously, really don't know what you do to make me feel like this.
Am i really invisible to you?
Or you ignoring me because you know?
All of the sudden the chats, the texts and the love(?) was gone.
Please talk to me asap and let me know that everything's alright,
Cause you really mean alot to me.
I know i always say that "E, who want like you."
But that dumbest person who likes you now is me.
Cause i'm dumb.
Did i change?
Dumb, please talk to the dumb soon.
Tyvm.

I just wake up,
Use the com.
Father come home then i kena whacked for no reason.
Then i bad mood alr.
Then at fb even more bad mood.
Ni dao di zai sheng qi semo?
Wo zuo cuo le semo?
Tell me la.
Treat me like shit suddenly how i know what i do wrong?
Tell me what i do wrong la.
Zhen de bu xi huan zhe yang de gan jue.
Gan jue xiang,
Wo dui ni yi jing bu zhong yao le.

Todayyyy.
Thought bodoh never come sch.
Woah in class i totally zero mood.
Dk whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
):
Me and bodohboy change alr lor.
Last time so many things to talk about.
Now one shit also don't have. ):
SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
No msn no text no nothing.
Winnnnnnnn. (N)
Please don't tell me sorry because that will only make me more depress, knowing that behind every "sorry" , there's a painful story.
Today skipped chinese lesson (Y) cause i didn't do my homework then didn't want to kena scolding. Then in the end she never collect homework. Went to 3c to slack. :P
Aft tuition got this scary stalker.
Stalk me all the way to interchange, still can talk to me.
I DON'T KNOW YOU OKAY.
LOL.
Kidding.
Sigh these few days really no mood because of some bodoh.
E what is wrong with me sia how can he affect me like this.
Fml x6000.

Sch today morning.
Okay okay lor.
Average.
Today abit sot sot.
Emotions going all the way downnnnnnnn.
Like zomgwtfbbqzxccx.
Damn sad today.
Fml,
Don't know why.
I mean I know why but i just don't want say here.
Today rascal KarMing hand bleeding thanks to the rascalbabygirl Syaf.
KarMing suddenly my best friend.
Awesome. (:
E the hand got one line of blood,
So scary.
Heartpain ah.
LOLOLOLOL.
As a rascal friend only! (:
Ehehehehheheh.
I realised nowadays i puke out everything i eat.
Ew.
Husband: Siao ah. What good. Beat so pain. 
 
P/S: See you talk to other people make me sad, and everytime trying my best to make you talk to me but you always never talk to me one. Sigh.

Morning 7.10 then reach Khatib mac. D:
Quickly dapao to sch to eat.
THANKS RASCAL KARMING FOR THE BREAKFAST. (:
And thanks for pei-ing me go Mac buy food. ((:
Then sch.
Aft sch went slack with the babygirl.
Had the time of our lives. :D
Relax da..............
Hehe.
Then went home and faster copied dumbdumb's notes.
He so hardworking lor every single thing aunty tok say he copy down.
So now i also have complete notes. :D
Eheheh.
Thanks dumb.
And sorry dumb,
Today beat you for no reason.


苦了，难过了，伤心了。
要跟你在一起，真的好难。



今天感觉很自卑。:<
明明不管我的事，
我却去管那么多，
结果痛苦的是我。
这么拼命，到底为了什么，自己也不知道。
有时真的好想放弃。
读书，又怎样。
到底会有谁看到我的努力，
看到我的用功。
他们看到的永远是我不好的那一面。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
This post emo.
就这一次。
让我任性最后一次。






P/S: 这一次，换我离开你。

Today.
Is.
A.
Prosperous day.
Fire drill.
Lame sia they say bio lab got fire.
As if anybody will believe!
Hmmm.
Nothing much.
Aft sch went to take my JELLYBEANS. WOOHOO.
Super not shocking sia the 21 husband there also.
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
JELLYBEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANS. <3 <3 <3

Husband: Sorry semo?

P/S: 最爱还是你。

School today.
Bring so many roses to school leh!
Tlp so kpo,
I get presents she was like.
"Wa you got Valentine's present ah? From who?"
I was like.. Silent. :P
Ehehehehehehe.
Aft sch wanted to go find KarMing.
But that rascal say none left.
That rascal super want to live till spinning sia.
So went home to change.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND.
Out with the babygirl.
Went to Junction 8, TPY Hub then ChongPang.
At ChongPang got one small boy DAMN CUTE.
I raped him.
Nah.
He let me hug him and asked me to swing him on the swinggggggggggg. <3
SO CUTE.
Upload pics ltr when that rascal babygirl get the time to upload.
(:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. <3
这一次，真的不要在乎你了。
有时候，真的不知道要怎么面对你，不知道怎么样才不会那么痛。 ):

Bought myself a freakin' rose today. :D
Chio max yoh.
I mean the rose.
(:
Valentine's tomorrowwwwwww,
FREE LIKE A BIRDY BIRD CAUSE MY DADDY GOING OVERSEAS. (Y)
Tomorrow going outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Weeeeeeee.
Happy x infinity.
Uh.
Uh.
Uh.
Cheer up, wo de dumbdumb.
Bu yao bu kai xin because wo hui be here for you. (:
So cheerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, tomorrow Valentine's! 
CHEERUPCHEERUPCHEERUP.
Rose for you?

P/S: You know i really really really like you. You do. Don't you? I know you do, you this ass. (:


YAY today wake up @ 12 ++.
Shag mad. :<
Wanted to ask dumbo pass me the notebook but then he slacking at some unknown playground celebrating idk whose birthday,
So nevermind i borrow from jeanologic. (:
Idk what homework to doooooooooooooooo.
Sigh.
I need study partner,
WHO WANT GO STUDY WITH ME.
Valentine's in 2 days. <3
Headache since ytd night.
Idk why also.
Headache maddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
K bye, bored maxxxxxxx.

Aiyo why you can tahan one whole day without texting me.
More like.
I can't tahan not receiving your texts.
Sorry I'm being demanding and being a total beeyotch.

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Tomorrow don't know going to do whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. ):
Maybe dumbdumb coming to pass me notebook?
Don't know ah.
Ahahahahahahahah.
DUMBDUMBDUMBDUMBDUMBDUMBDUMBDUMBDUMB. <_ FEEL IN THE BLANKS.

"Your consistent questioning about her really makes me wonder. Have you really gotten over her or are you just forcing yourself to forget her."
I really don't like this feeling.


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WOAH DAMN FREAKING LONG NEVER UPDATEEEEEEEEE.
Eheheheheheh.
I'm proud of myself! (:
I FINALLY FINISH MY HOMEWORK ON TIME EVERYTIME LE.
I mean.
Last time i always copy copy copy.
Now i can ownself do leh! :D
PROUDGIRL.
VALENTINE'S DAY COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Zomgwtfbbqzxc.
Ahahahahahahahha.
K byecxz. <3

Ehhhhhhhhhhhh.
You like me anot?
Ahahahahahahahah k.

Today is a total lj day. -.-
I go facebook,
See her profile,
See the mobile upload,
All the mood gone. 
Thanks man, thanks.
Sorry so long never update ah, Husband.
LOL.
Busy leh. :P
P/S: SYAF! THAT W.S. LIKE THE LOVE LEH! OMGOMGOMG. I SUPER GOT NOTHING TO SAY SIA! WTFWTFWTF. W.S. SUPER KNOW THAT THE LOVE GOT STEAD SIA.

Weeeeeeeeeee.
Out w/ Syaf, Zul, Jau and Puteri. :D
Went to Hendersen's Waves.


如果你不喜欢我，就不要对我这样好，让我误会。
Sighh.
No matter how much i tell myself that you joking,
Part of me still believes all that you said.
Wtf is wrong with me. -.-
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LOVE BUFFET. <3
Damn nice drama.
MUST WATCH K? K.

SIGH.
Seeing your backview i so happy alr sia.
Seeing YOURS.
Sigh.
Got a sense of sadness. ):
I don't know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
STUCKKKKKKKKKKK.
Sigh.
Faster be back, I will miss you one. (:

AIYO.
Ni zen me ke yi zhe yang. ):
Yi tian bi yi tian ke ai. <3