“life will be better in spring”

January 2011 February 2011 March 2011

Super never plan alot of thing alr then cannot go sia. )':
Things like:
Super not going to hold your hand sia.
Super not ... whatever i can do la LOL.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
See?
That's how disappointed i ammmmmmmmmm. ):
Anyway.
TODAYTODAYTODAY. :D
I super know what to do sia,
First time.
Was like thinking to do card or what shit.
In the end nothing done.  -.-"
Maybe at the end of today i go do something ah.
(: 
Or maybe not.
Don't expect anything. :DDDDDDDDDD
Uh.
Nothing much?


P/S: Everytime feels like the first confession. <3

OMGOMGOMG.
I waited till aft 12 ohkay!
Just because. 
Ahahahahahahahah.
Met dumbass @ 1130.
Ate @ 313's Toastbox.
DELICIOUS K!
Weeeeeeeee.
Then.
FOUND SCAPE. BIG ACHIEVEMENT.
LOL.
Then went to buy stuffs for our customers.
Bugis got one eff-ing aunty.
People push here push there i accidentally step on her.
Then she fucking STOMPED ON MY LEG WITH HER HARD SOLE SHOES AND GLARED AT ME WITH A SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT.
I said.
Kan simi lanjiao?
Then rolled my eyes and went away.
Spoil my day, that beeyotch.
-.-
REALLY LOVE SYAF MAN. SHE CHEER ME UP SO MANY EFF-ING TIMES TILL CANNOT COUNT.
She dare to betray/don't friend me i swear i slash her jubo into 1000 pieces to cook curry. :D
<3


Renuion dinner tonight. (:
GOOD GOOD GOOD.
Cause i was starving, LOL.
Did i mention i like to eat alot?
Like ALOT.
:>
And i can't open a bottle by myself.
Idk why. -.-
TOMORROW! <3
It's kinda weird not to receive a message you thought will appear on your phone magically.
Although you sigh at the sight of it,
It kinda becomes a sort of daily routine.
I don't know how to explain.
Anyway it's just weird to not receive your texts.
Sigh.

I'm a plain and boring girl.
My life sucks thorough and thorough.
I'm a really fierce girl that totally make girls AND guys hate me.
I'm a really boring girl.
SIGH.
I wish i can change for the better but i can't.
I'm me.
If i change i'm not me.
SIGH.
I feel really sad.
For everything.
You, him, her, she, me.
Just because I'm always smiling and laughing and acting really happy and all that,
I'm not really happy.
Cause I'm greedy.
AND DAMN YOU JUST SAID SOMETHING TO SPOIL MY MOOD. 
Thanks.
I really love you, as much as i love tlp.
BYE.

以下为突然想爱你 - 丁当/周华健

突然想爱 我已不是小孩
却像首次告白 只想被你爱
突然想爱 最坦然的坦白
像赤裸的脚踝 舒服自在
活过来 我都爱
突然明白 之前的都不算爱
我都爱 活过来
责无旁贷 也包括你的不可爱
总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开
原来一切值得期待
总是突如其来爱 像河流进了大海
原来应该这样 存在
突然想爱 最温柔的覆盖
草地等到花开 信手拈来
却想被你溺爱 只想被你爱
爱是耐心 爱是勇气
爱是默契 不言而喻
爱是上瘾 爱是不可理喻
我还不了解的事
原来一切可以忍耐
总是突如其来爱 爱之所以成为爱
我在就为你的到来

For you, Love, from me. <3
Maybe you don't understand ah. Go youtube, got translations. (:

Wednesdayyyyyyyyy.
DID I MENTIONED I FINISHED THE GODDAMN 15 QUESTIONS A MATHS?!
I re-did it 6 times to get all the answers correct. -_-
Uhhh.
Tlp suck ttm.
Hate her to the core. 
Seriously.
EYER I HATE IT WHEN YOU TALK TO OTHER GIRLS I KNOW I VERY SELFISH.  UGH.
GODDAMNIT GODDAMNIT GODDAMNIT.
I become so selfish. ):
LOL.
Epic sia JingWei say "chuatio" in class,
Then i laugh.
Super not memories sia. :>
AHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Nothing much lor.
I DID MY COMPO. But i copy from internet. :P
Ahahahahha.
That's all bye.

P/S: How you can make me miss you so much, i really don't understand.

Weeeeee.
Morning wake up immediately call that dumbass girl.
Knew she sure late one.  -_-
Mac @ 8.
Then walked to sch.
I just <3 tlp so much,
My compo done halfway she also ask me go outside stand.
Smlj sia. -.-
I big-heart so i forgive but i never forget. (:
Uhhhhhhhh.
SS lecture ohk ohk lor.
Then waited for the dumbass girl again,
Got simi ss extended programme.
Then got one eff-ing cheebye copy us and AISEH to us somemore.
But then, like i say.
I BIG-HEARTED.
So i forgive.
No choice ah people so lame one.
(:
Now back home with shitloads of homework. :<
I know this post got alot vulgarities.
Sorry!
Heh.

P/S: For all the times that i tried for your smile, sorry for making you think that i was worth the while, cause really, I'm not.

Today so boringgggggggggggggg!
Scared die me.
Ahahahahaha.
Then in the end false alarm.
(:
Hmmmm.
Nothing much.
Aft sch went to library to do homework w/ Syaf.
FINALLY FINISH MY BLOODY SS HOMEWORK SIA.
Ugh.
I'm kinda bored now.
I WANT GO STUDY W/ YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. :<
LOLLOLLOL.
Bye?
AND S.O. stop complaining i never update,
I update almost everyday alr k!
:D
I SO BIG-HEARTED.
AIYO I SMALL THAT TIME DAMN CUTE.
WHY NOW GROW UP BECOME LIDDAT SIA. )':

Sighhhhhhhh.
Between you and me.
Lesser words.
More fustrations at one another.
Lesser contact.
More unhappiness.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. )':
Last time always have unlimited words to say.
Always don't want to be the first to end the message.
Prettyplease let's get back to how we used to be ohk?
I really miss it.
Without a doubt, you're all i dream about.

Y'know.



Sundayyyyyyyyyyyy.
Woke up @ 8 plus plus. 
Texted S.O,
Then he say i disturb him.
LOLLOLLOL,
Sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 
See i so sincere leh.
Then.
1250 leave house for tuition.
(:
TUITION IS DAMN FREAKING COLD.
-_-
Then aft that wait awhile for S.O. come collect MY homework. 
Ahahahhahahah.
His bike too small for him la. 
But it's ohk he's never normal anyway.
Then aft he xie xie me then go home.
Then suddenly the bike infront my dad car i chuatio.
Epic-ness.
Then now @ home rotting.
I only did chi hw,
E maths tomorrow got test so won't collect right? (:
:P
Ehehehehehehehheeh.
Bye off to Facebook.
SEE I SO CUTE RIGHT.
Ya i know that's last time. -,-
MISS ME! (:


Husband: haha wo win. you ownself cannot sleep de lo
YOU THIS ASS. SEMO SIA I SACRIFICE SLEEP THIS IS WHAT I GET. :<
LOL kidding la. I not so xiao qi like you. (:

It's sat.
I'm home.
It's boring.
I'm lazy to touch my homework,
So ex-husband i think you tomorrow then come take the gaozi ohk.
Cause I confirm never do it today one.
Sorryyyyyyyyyyy.
Ehehehheheh.
I'm bored x2912.
<3
I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUU.
Gonna chiong all the homework tomorrow.
If cannot finish got reason k!
I sick over the weekend.
Seriously, me have fever k? k.
Hahahha.
Bye people.
MISS ME.


Today 10 plus then reach home,
Shaggggggggggggg. :<
Now alr 1.45a.m. le i still cannot sleep sia.
Tired outttttttt.
Sombody ask me to update so i did.
Hope your happy that i updated cause I'm sacrificing my sleep!
Now so late alr lehh!
Hmph.
Aiyo i don't know what to update le you think then tell me what to update about ohk? (:
Nights world.
Don't miss me. <3

DAMN YOU.
NOW THEN WANT SAY IT'S AN OPTION!
WTF.
Now don't want write about you in my blog le. 
JIDAN.
Bye, k? k.

Hi people.
Today.
All i can say is.
I feel like smacking my form teacher's face.
Say our class the lousiest in express. -.-
Knn.
She sick of living or what.  -.-
Sighhhhhh.
Didn't want to update but then.
Husband ( PLEASE FASTER CHANGE YOUR NICKNAME ) complain to me so I kena forced to update.
Sigh x3000.
Bye people.
Husband stop lying to yourself you where got good to me! -.-

New year, new blog. (:
Ahahahahahah.